Innocence & Instinct

Red Innocence & Instinct Lyrics
1.Fight Inside

Enemy, familiar friend,
My beginning and my end,
Knowing truth, whispering lies,
And it hurts again.

What I fear and what I try,
Words I say and what I heard,
All the pain, I want it to end,
But I want it again.

And it finds me,
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins,
And it's raging,
The fight inside is breaking me again.

It's still the same, pursuing pain,
Isn't worth the lie I've gained.
We both know how this will end,
But I do it again.

And it finds me,
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins.
And it's raging,
The fight inside is hurting me again.

And it finds me,
The war within me pulls me under.
And without You,
The fight inside is breaking me again.

It's nothing.
It's everything.
It's nothing.
It's everything.
It's nothing.
It's everything.
It's nothing.
It's everything.

And it finds me,
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins.
And it's raging,
The fight inside is hurting me again.

And it finds me,
The war within me pulls me under.
And without You,
The fight inside is breaking me again.

It's breaking me.
It's breaking me.

I'm falling apart.
I'm falling apart.


2.Death Of Me

I should have seen all these signs around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you

You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me

How can you mend my affliction
If you're the sickness and not the cure
But too long I have faked this addiction
Another sacrifice I made cause I'm pure

You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me

You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me

I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this

I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this

I cannot prove this solution
You aren't the one that I thought you were
And so I learned to embrace this illusion
I will separate this all to a blur

You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me

And you will be the death of me
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
And you will be the death of me


3.Mystery Of You

You always said we'd meet again
You always said you'd be here
(Where are you now?)
You touch the deepest part of me
The places I could not see
Just tell me why I'm so dark inside

Somewhere I will find all the pieces torn apart
You just left behind in your mystery
Somewhere I will see all you've taken from me
All you kept deep inside in the mystery of you
The mystery of you

It's obvious you understand
The blood that's on my hands
(Where are you now?)
I'm paralyzed, I can't escape
Until I see your face
(You'll be all alone)
You're all I know

Somewhere I will find all the pieces torn apart
You just left behind in your mystery
Somewhere I will see all you've taken from me
All you kept deep inside in the mystery of you
The mystery of you

You're all I know
You're all I know
Don't go
Don't go

Somewhere I will find all the pieces torn apart
You've hidden deep inside the mystery of you
Somewhere
Somewhere
(Mystery of you)
Somewhere


4.Start Again

And I remember everything, everything I loved
I gave it away like it wasn't enough
All the words I said and all you forgive
How could I hurt you again?

What if I let you in?
What if I make it right?
What if I give it up?
What if I want to try?
What if you take a chance?
What if I learn to love?
What if, what if we start again?

All this time
I can make it right
With one more try
Can we start again?
In my eyes
You can see it now
Can we start again?
Can we start again?

Emptiness inside me, wonder if you see
It's my mistake, and it's hurting me
I know where we've been, how'd we get so far?
What if, what if we start again?

All this time
I can make it right
With one more try
Can we start again?
In my eyes
You can see it now
Can we start again?
Can we start again?

I'm lost inside the pain
I feel without you
I can't stop holding on
I need you with me
I'm caught inside the pain
Can we ever start again?
I'm lost without you

One more try
Can we start again?
In my eyes
Can you forgive me now?
Can we start again?
Can we start again?
(One more try)
Can we start again?
Can we start again?
(Can you forgive me now?)
Can we start again?


5.Never Be The Same

I know you who are you now
Looking into my eyes if you can't remember
Do you remember

I see and I can still find
You the only voice my heart can recognize
But I can't hear you now

I'll never be the same
I'm caught inside the memories
The promises are yesterday's when I belonged to you
I just can't walk away
Cause after loving you I can never be the same

And how can I pretend I never know you
Like it was all a dream
I know I'll never forget
The way I felt with you always beside me
And how you loved me then

I'll never be the same
I'm caught inside the memories
The promises are yesterday's when I belonged to you
I just can't walk away
Cause after loving you I can never be the same

You lead me here
Then I watched you disappear
You left this emptiness inside
And I can't turn back time

No mistake
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares to you
I can't let you go
Can't let you go
I can't let you

I'll never be the same
Not after loving you
Not loving you

I'll never be the same
I'm caught inside the memories
The promises are yesterday's when I belonged to you
I just can't walk away
Cause after loving you I can never be the same

I can never be the same
I will never be the same

I just can't walk away
No I can't walk away from you


6.Confession (What's Inside My Head)

I feel fine and I can smile
But I feel the anger coming
It's underneath, I don't know why
It's always overflowing
It's a constant fight deep inside
And I want to forget it

I confess I'm always afraid
Always ashamed of what's inside me
I confess I'm always afraid
Always ashamed of what's inside my head

I can breathe and I can feel
But not the way I want to
I'm on the edge, I don't know how
I can escape this nightmare

I confess I'm always afraid
Always ashamed of what's inside me
I confess I'm always afraid
Always ashamed of what's inside my head
What's inside my head

Wasting away is part of my instinct
I'll put away everything I hate
Take this away, help me escape
Take this away
I confess

Innocence
Innocence
Innocence


7.Shadows

Sunset, I close my eyes
I pretend everything's alright
Drowning in anger from all these lies
I can't pretend everything's alright
Please don't let me fall forever
Can you tell me it's over?

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master
I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer
I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go
I need with you with me as I enter the shadows

Caught in the darkness, I go blind
But can you help me find my way out?
Nobody hears me, I suffer the silence
Can you tell me it's over now?

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master
I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer
I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go
I need with you with me as I enter the shadows

I'm holding onto you
I'm holding onto you

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master
I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer
I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go
I need with you with me as I enter the shadows


8.Ordinary World

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights, the TV, and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you

What has happened to it all?
Crazy some say
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say
Pride will tear us both apart
Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops,
runaway
Left me in the vacuum of my heart

What has happened to me?
Crazy some say
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

What has happened to it all?
Crazy some say
Where is the world I recognize?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Any world is my world
(I will learn to survive)
Every word
Every word is somehow
(Somehow I have survived)


9.Out From Under

Knocked off my feet
The earth moved beneath
The edge of a dream and a nightmare

Open the door
Fell through the floor
Slipped through the cracks into nowhere

So tell me where were you
When everything fell down like thunder
I begged you to pull me through
I couldn't get out from under

I took the fall
I took it all
Last night was just an illusion

Cut me, I bleed
Feel me in need
I finally broke in the pressure

So tell me where were you
When everything fell down like thunder
I begged you to pull me through
I couldn't get out from under

Left me for dead inside my head
Couldn't you see that I was still breathing?
Screaming, I reached for you
I couldn't get out from under

Where were you?
I reached for you
The pressure broke me down

Where were you?
I reached for you
The pressure broke me

Where were you?
The pressure broke me
Where were you?
The pressure broke me
Where were you?
I reached for you

Pressure
Pressure
Pressure


10.Take It All Away

You've stripped me down, the layers fall like rain
It's over now, just innocence and instinct still remain
You watched me while I slowly disappeared
I reached for you to save me; you were frozen in your fear

Take it all away
Take it all away
Take it all away
Take it all away

Circling the pain inside my soul
I reached inside your silence to steal what you won't show
I tried to find the answers in my fears
But what was found is lost again as soon as it appeared

Take it all away
Take it all away
Take it all away
Take it all away

I'm breaking; I can't do this on my own
Can you hear me screaming out, am I all alone?

You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away
You take away